I just wanted to say Happy New Year 2009... wishing you all the best...
Life is changing, so fast and drag everything in any condition to pass through it, no matter either you are prepare or not... I'm one of you, another human on earth trying to struggle my life against time. Flashing back to year 2008, i remember the january 1st 2008 day, i promised to myself and parents that this year i'll be looking through a new life, a better living and such... but what happen then?
Now its 2009, and guess what, my life ain't changing... not so much... i still love lazy ass day staying on my bed for more than 10 hours sleep, i still drink a lot of coffee, i still smoke 2 packs of marlboro lights everything and everything just seems to be the same shit... i feel like i didn't keep my promise to myself and my parents... what a shame on me...
Today, i waked up early, about 5.30am in the morning because my aunty asked me to go to get some groceries for breakfast. I waked up and get a cup of coffee and sit in my room and surf the net... while i'm blog walking, somebody message me and asked me if i want to join them for sunday night party... and there is the moment...
I'm not really naif to say that i'm not going to this party... everybody who knew me in my real life happens to believe that i'll come to any party because i love crowds... any type of crowds and the person who just message me does that too... so i stood up a while, thinking where am i heading today...? While trying to decide where to go, i finally realise that, man... this is 2009, do something better, do something worth and get paid... hummm does this really make sense to you guys? thinking about doing something worth...
Yes... everybody knows if you go to a party you gonna spend... and i party alot... more than you can imagine, i think this is the time to change... time to try something new, something i didn't do much and change the whole routine...
People believe future is what we do in the past and i believe that too... from what i was doing in the past like i practice hard for djing and now i was booked everyweek for a dj gig... so it would be better if i do something worth to do everyday to get the best things in the future...
Finding the weakness of me is also another part of change... i have lots of weakness as a human being, this would cost many problems in my life, i was a lazy fat person and never do something big in life. So, i'm going to push every weakness of my life, from my self, the hood, and everything around me... i know its hard but i have to try...
So, in this 2009 i will change, not just mentioning i want to change, but i have to do it as well, and i start today by writing this article, then clean my room, then fix my computer and take care my car to the garage and this is my new routine... I HAVE TO CHANGE.......
